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Saturday, January 22, 2011

Saturday Morning

Welcome to Saturday morning. I thought i would get to sleep in a bit because i was up and down regulating the heat all night. I guessed wrong. Poor Hunter was making mom's coffee and fell down... which made me feel guilty because if I had done what I was supposed to do he wouldn't have had to .. but.. anywho..

now I have to start working.. and I need to clean the house.. and I am already feeling overwhelmed. I can tell already its going to be a day of .. nevermind.. its not even worth it..

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Another Day Another Dollar

Hey all,
Well, it's been a somewhat productive day. Got three more articles under my belt. Probably going to stay up and get quite a few more done.

I have had www.justin.tv/down__the__rabbit__hole on while I have been working and I am thinking about how life came to be and the consciousness shift  I know MANY people are already feeling. What is it? Is it tied to 2012? Is it all hype? My brain is so full of questions that I could probably write a book. Maybe I should.

I have also thought alot about my Grandmother today. I miss that woman! I know my mom misses her horribly. Wish I could just hug her! Her 80th Birthday is next month.. where did the time go????

Can't Sleep

Here I sit. It is 2:30 am. I cannot sleep and I have a lot of work to do tomorrow. Just got off Skype with a friend of mine.. we had a LONG chat, bless his heart. I talked his ear off. I really need to get out more.

I am listening to a speaker named David Icke. He believes he is God's son incarnate and that the queen of England is controlled by alien lizard people, but looking past all that, he has a lot to say. I have been questioning my own beliefs of late, so who am I to judge.

I hate not being able to sleep. I get a headache and my eyes cross but try as I might, my eyes will not close and they burn some..

I was told a few days ago that I don't know how to think. How does one learn how? Am I ok the way I am? Could the other person be wrong? I am not sure of any of these at the moment. That scares me at almost 30. All I know that this point is that I know nothing..

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Hello!

Well this is my first blog post. Here's to a long and happy future!